Today was the first day I actually had to refuse alcohol. I think I might have been a little dramatic, but I'm glad I declined. I'm grateful I've made friends who can understand and respect my values. It was a great time without any intoxicants. I was afraid to talk about it, but now I've reached a deeper level of comfort. I guess that's what you call friendship.
Though I wonder how much longer I'll hold on. Maybe drinking isn't really that bad. Maybe my sobriety is one thing that just further distinguishes myself and protects my ever so fragile ego. A lot of unanswered questions, but for now, I am happy with where I stand. Roll Tide.Labels: Jason, Thoughts |