This year is finally starting to wind down and as I'm slowly being able to count the days on my fingers and toes for when I'll arrive in Asialands I'm slowly reaching this point where I just don't care. Which is terrible because I'm THAT close to a 4.71 GPA right now. That close. Then again, where is my motivation for my grades coming from? Yes it is in part to get into USC (so I can be where I wanna be) but the other half is a pride issue from being called stupid too many times in my high school career. Yeah, I might be dumber than most of everybody else... but doesn't mean I can't make up for it in hard work. I only wish I worked harder in the beginning so I wouldn't have even needed people to call me stupid to motivate me. I'll say this once and say it again, self-loathing is the best emotion for motivation. I'm just too happy to do anything right now. Waaaaaaaaaay too happy, doesn't matter though. I kinda like it that way.
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