They say holding grudges is bad... hmm... nothing really controversial about that. Amazing the limits people go to hate someone, but how reluctant we are to love each other. There is so much absence of God in everything we do, everything we say that it saddens me. We all need to learn to love.
Unfortunately, its not as easy as it seems. We can't help being human!
Nowadays though, things hardly motivate me. Hate, Love, it has all become distilled in the solvent of life. Its rather satirical, even though I sometimes deny it, I did have a more glorious past -- a more innocent youth. I wish to regain that youthful buoyancy, but sadly I know its not coming back.
However, through this clarity I now know what my priorities are. I don't think I predicted things to turn out like this, but I am hardly one to complain. I have strayed from my shepherd, and He has guided me back. Thank God <3
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