| It's never wrong to be nice. But it's never others' rightful expectation of you to be nice either. The thing is is that being a nice person, other people take advantage of you. But at the same time... It's all very like, you feel good because you want to be nice to that person. It's when someone abuses your love that it's that tipping point you can't let yourself go past.
Sometimes you give so much of yourself to someone who just doesn't care. And that just hurts. No matter how much you put in for that person they just take it for granted, come to you when they want, leave you when you really need them the most. The thing is is that they're inconsistent towards you and you feel no sort of security when you want to depend on them, no matter how much you love them.
It's the part where you give yourself away and you feel like something's missing yet that person doesn't give you anything back to fill it. Often I find myself looking for some sort of response. Some sign so I know that you care. Some sort of divine sign, something to tell me that I matter to you. Because no matter how much I do I know it's not something I can earn.
So it's not wrong to be nice. Because in the end it's the nice people that are truly loved by the people who can see what matters. It's the nice people that have the people whom are genuine. It's not just flirting, it's not just being courteous. It's friendship. It's love.
- Rei Labels: Rei |