"Let's breathe the air once again."
Welcome to refreshed*. Enjoy your stay here :)
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I certainly didn't expect that :O
It was certainly a pleasant surprise though! <3Labels: Jason |
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♥ 3:38 PM |
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A lot of the time I think I'm good at talking, but then I'm too talkative. And people don't find me interesting. How do I start acting so that people will find me likable and interesting? Please teach me. I want to be loved.
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♥ 8:19 PM |
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I just need tenacity. Labels: Jason |
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♥ 5:53 PM |
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This year is finally starting to wind down and as I'm slowly being able to count the days on my fingers and toes for when I'll arrive in Asialands I'm slowly reaching this point where I just don't care. Which is terrible because I'm THAT close to a 4.71 GPA right now. That close. Then again, where is my motivation for my grades coming from? Yes it is in part to get into USC (so I can be where I wanna be) but the other half is a pride issue from being called stupid too many times in my high school career. Yeah, I might be dumber than most of everybody else... but doesn't mean I can't make up for it in hard work. I only wish I worked harder in the beginning so I wouldn't have even needed people to call me stupid to motivate me. I'll say this once and say it again, self-loathing is the best emotion for motivation. I'm just too happy to do anything right now. Waaaaaaaaaay too happy, doesn't matter though. I kinda like it that way.
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♥ 5:29 PM |
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Even though these past months have been very stressful in school, I feel liberated from a lot of previous responsibilities. Being your friend has taught me to look out for myself. I remember a specific conversation we had about that; it was very enlightening for me. Back then, I was a hormonal teenager trying to fit into society. I still am, but I feel like I've matured a lot more. Anyways, our friendship was never a stable one, so maybe it's better left dissolved. It seems like both of us have easily moved on, and although I am saddened since we had so many good memories together, it's still probably for the better. Right now all I want to focus on is God, grades and my hobbies. Just gotta finish that home stretch and summer's almost here :) Labels: Jason, Thoughts |
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♥ 11:28 PM |
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When we were in Chinese today we did the same thing we did every year, write cards for all the seniors with little messages in them congratulating them/ wishing them good luck for college. This year felt oddly personal though... Whether it's because people that I really, really got close to are leaving or because I just keep thinking that will be us (class of 2013) next year. And splitting up seems crazy sad. I'm really gonna miss everyone this year. Even though I'll be in Taiwan all of summer... I feel like once I get back I'll be really depressed cause there will be very little time left to see anyone I want to see... That makes me sad.
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♥ 7:21 PM |
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