"Let's breathe the air once again."
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Tuesday, February 21, 2012 |
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You can't ask me to give up when I'm just getting started.
-ReiLabels: Rei |
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♥ 8:39 PM |
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Fresher than Arnold Palmer |
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It's all about style ;) Labels: Jason |
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♥ 6:04 PM |
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Friday, February 17, 2012 |
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A post that's not a ambiguous meaning lyric post? Gasp, from me? Yups.
This week has been quite the interesting week. It's been the most stressful week of my life. Apart from that though... I think I've grown a lot, in a lot of different ways. And I realize how important memories are. I dug up a bunch of old stuff, cause I had to clean out my old things to organize my awards to apply for this Taiwanese camp thingy...
First. I realized that my goal, my endpoint, my sights have been on one thing my whole life. I used to say I wanted to die on the stage, singing. And that is one of the most important things in my life, music. I seriously want it for my career, and it would be the most amazing thing. Even if I'm not successful, even if I'll have a bunch of haters... As long as someone will listen to me sing, as long as someone will hear what I sing and relate, meditate and even cry to it. It will all be worth it. I genuinely believe music is a language. The lyrics are a medium for someone to communicate. The sounds are a lullaby to lull their consciousness with. It's what I want, and I've wanted it for oh so long.
Second. I've realized that friends are important, but people change. Change is inevitable, it's what makes us human. We always want to pursue more, it's just in our nature to better ourselves, or to be thinking we're bettering ourselves. People are bound to leave our lives, become someone we're not close to, move away, move on, disappear from our lives without a single thought back to us. Sometimes I want to become better, become someone amazing and make them regret leaving. Sometimes I want them to see me again one day, and see what they left, see what they missed out on. It's not something I'm confident in doing now, but as I said, humans are always bound to want to better themselves, and I am no exception.
Lastly. I grew a lot. I hurt a lot. I changed a lot into someone a lot different from before. Definitely gone is the naive side that will show everyone my vulnerable side without a second expectation of others. But that's okay, cause as long as I'm bitter and defensive no one will get the best of me. I'm going to let people earn my respect and trust and liking of them instead of giving it away unconditionally until they let me down or hurt me. I'm going to be someone who learns how to build walls.
- ReiLabels: Rei |
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♥ 5:33 PM |
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I'm so sorry.
I hurt you, I know. I've hurt a lot of people without meaning it and it deeply saddens me.
Things are different, everything is suspicious now. We can't avoid trusting people, trust is a weakness for those who don't deserve it.
Oh the amount of times I have wished I could turn back time. Change what happened.
But it's too late~
/reflection and regrets
Labels: Jason, Thoughts |
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♥ 5:14 PM |
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You might as well dropout. |
Sunday, February 12, 2012 |
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SHOW SOME CLASS. Labels: Jason |
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♥ 7:06 PM |
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Thursday, February 9, 2012 |
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-Rei Labels: Rei |
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♥ 2:06 PM |
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Wednesday, February 8, 2012 |
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Chess State or ACT + ISA show?
Sigh... why do they schedule these the same day?
I really want to go to chess, but I can't just drop $50 on ACT for nothing...
Can't even move it to summer cause I'll be out of here by then.
I QQ.Labels: Jason, Rant |
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♥ 8:20 PM |
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-Rei Labels: Rei |
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♥ 8:05 PM |
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It's what you learn that matters. |
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So... that's that. As fast as it started, it ended.
I guess I really shouldn't expect so much from either of us.
At least I know what to expect in the future.
Labels: Jason |
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♥ 9:45 PM |
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Thursday, February 2, 2012 |
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When I turn around it seems like you'll be there smiling at me
In this dizzy state I stay up all night alone
And cry over the traces that you've left
Now tell me what I did wrong
Now tell me what I lack
I wanted you like crazy
I always prayed that I'd see you again
I feel like I could die
So can't you come back to me?
Please? Labels: Rei |
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♥ 9:24 PM |
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You think you're so subtle, but baby, I can read you like a book. Labels: Jason |
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♥ 3:57 PM |
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