"Let's breathe the air once again."
Welcome to refreshed*. Enjoy your stay here :)
Thursday, January 26, 2012 |
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I find people who aren't able to do things for themselves to be very very very sad people. Your parents aren't going to baby you forever. And you're finally gonna have to do some work for yourself in the future. Boo hoo. Grow up. Although I can't say I've experienced the "real working world", I have however experienced a lot more independence in my thinking and in my action. Fucking Asians tend to turn into 生活白痴 cause their parents shelter them too much, and then they're bratty to every other person, hell. Their parents are fucking annoying and scary too. JFODISFDJOSIFOD. Grow the fuck up.
- ReiLabels: Rei |
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♥ 6:47 PM |
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Wednesday, January 25, 2012 |
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I really REALLY don't like the way you're acting right now.
If you're going to treat me this way, fine. I can bear it. But don't inflict your malice onto others who are innocent.
And then you... I wish I could see you more often. Maybe I'm out of my class, but if you don't have hope, if you don't have faith, what is there to live for?
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♥ 9:14 PM |
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Sometimes I feel like if I weren't a Christian, I'd be a druggie. There's so many bad things in life, and I do anything to make them go away. I guess my addiction to "my escapes" are no less different than the addictions of those addicted to drugs. It's just that they're called addicted and I'm called obsessed. No real big difference.
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♥ 10:05 PM |
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Thursday, January 19, 2012 |
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THAT JUST HAPPENED.
I think if I were to describe myself in one word, it would be ambiguous.
teehee~Labels: Jason |
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♥ 7:31 PM |
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Tuesday, January 17, 2012 |
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Do you notice all pretty people happen to be friends with all pretty people? That's how life works I guess. Being pretty isn't everything, but it sure as hell covers a damn good bunch of imperfections. As I read on tumblr today, "There's two kinds of people. Annoying people and annoying people that are pretty." Then again I'm just a pessimistic person when it comes to people, that's why I'm an introvert.
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♥ 7:34 PM |
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It sucks when you try really hard, but nothing really comes out of it.
But in the end, it doesn't even matter~Labels: Jason |
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♥ 9:19 PM |
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Fuck. I can't even watch the Bulls game in peace. Shitty ass internet.
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♥ 6:33 PM |
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Tuesday, January 10, 2012 |
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You see what I did there? :)
Recent realization that "falling in love" isn't like the analogy of a chocolate box, it's more like the analogy of carving a freaking pumpkin. You carve up yourself until there's nothing left to give.
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♥ 6:17 PM |
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Saturday, January 7, 2012 |
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I have this very very very happy feeling. Where I'm pleased with myself. It's probably the result of being away from people for so long. Tomorrow's gonna be the first day I'm back in a while. Tomorrow might cruise or tomorrow might be a battle. I just know that from here on out, I'll fight. If that's what it takes.
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♥ 11:47 PM |
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Wednesday, January 4, 2012 |
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This winter break has actually been surprisingly great. Despite starting out kinda draggy with a... so-so end to 2o11, uneventful and not exactly "life-changing" camp. There really was a lot of time to just sit at home and do whatever it is I like to do. Instead of having to please everyone all the time, and trying to read everyone's minds of what they want me to do, what I have to do to make them like me.
So after camp, and getting grounded (getting out today was great though, just chillin' with my buddies making cinnamon rolls... it was fantastic) it wasn't that bad. I had a whole lot of time to just do the type of things I like without having people insult it. I really hate hearing people say things I am in a demeaning sort of way... like "Oh, you FOB..." I mean... yeah I am. So what? None o' yo' business... jerk.
I picked up Running Man! It's the best show ever. (Well... maybe not ever, but one of the greatest.) I'd LOVE to do an episode of Running Man! I love varieties like this, it seems really fun. See, this is what I live for. This is what I love to do, entertainment. It doesn't matter if it's scripted (I have the vague belief that it is... but whatever.) it's what I love. And that's running further and further away. (Pardon the bad pun.) I've also been watching Hello Baby. If taking care of kids were really like that... that'd be great. Lol. I dunno how I feel about kids really. I swear I'd be bad with them. So ehh...
All in all, 2o12 has started off as a very focus on me year. And I'm kind of glad for that. I think I got really tired during 2o11 cause there was too much drama, and too much worrying about who thought what about me. None o' yo damn business... you... you... nosy busybody! 2o12 is looking like it's off to a good start, I don't know how I'm going to feel 5 days from now though. I always feel better after being away from people for a while... but then....
Ehh. I guess when it comes down to it, I'm still an introvert. :)
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♥ 4:54 PM |
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SHIT HAPPENED. IT GOT BETTER. MORE SHIT HAPPENED. GOT RIGHT BACK UP.
I've lost some things. Gained some new insights. Learned how to live. Knew when to die.
It's a great time to be alive.
All in all though, I feel like I'm the same person as last year. This which is both a blessing and a curse.
Here's to 2012!
Cheers~Labels: Jason |
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